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OMG OMG OMG!!

my dad is damn romantic lahh!! he bought mummy a ring ($320) & 2 pendants ($75 & $39) haizz so gan dong ne~ but he super cute man! he bought a wrong size ring for mama.. n somehow e size fits very well on my finger =X duan zhan de xing fu~

1 more thing about, my horoscope. val told me her's is super true so i go read mine ^^

truth:
Tell a stressed friend that you're only too glad to help -- they need your support.
(true true.. ^^ hor val?)

myth (yes its a myth cuz its abt tml):
It's time to deal with someone who's been taking advantage of you. They're in the wrong for their immature behavior, but you need to own up to your part in perpetuating it. Set things straight before it's too late.

(haiz.. do i have to really face it so soon??)

Tuesday, March 28, 2006

here's how my 3D looks like after 2 weeks + 2 days of hard work - 2++ hrs of break & > 3 hrs of slacking per day. =p

dunno what happened to the sea weed -.- i can't set the colour!! it will either only come out white or black haizz~

*ming tian hui geng hao!*

Tuesday, March 28, 2006

please stop treating me as though i'm ur gf. i'm sick and tired of it.

i hate it when u always throw ur tantrum on me, and when i got irritated by u, u will tell the whole world that i pms u.

i hate it when u crap too much. especially when u hurt me unknowingly.

i hate it when i cry because of u. i feel so stupid.

i hate it when u tie me so tightly. i can't breath.

i hate it when u keep asking me to meet for dinner.

i hate it when u want all of us to stay in ur world.

i hate it when u always ruin my good day.

please stay away from me.

Sunday, March 26, 2006

i'm a sad girl today, cuz u've ruined my day.

Saturday, March 25, 2006

WaT

normal press..

1st press single.. with trading card i think.

1st press with DVD ^^

This is a very nice song by WaT ^^ has been released for quite some time already. it's their 1st single.

kimi ni okuru yo
I'm going to give
boku kara no kono kimochi
My feelings to you
ari no mama tsutaetai
I want to tell them to you as they are
shiroku hikaru kisetsu wo soete
They light up white with the season

utsuri kawaru kisetsu wa
The changing season
kitayori no kaze ni nagasarete
Floats on the northerly wind
ki ga tsukeba kotoshi no owari ni
Before I know it
nokosareta ibento ga hitotsu
There's one event left at the end of the year

itsu mo yori sukoshi dake
Taking glances at you, who are having fun
hashaide iru kimi wo yokome de
A little bit more than usual, out of the corner of my eye
kiokure kimi no boku wa nantonaku
I was standing aside and looking at you
ippo hiite miteta
With timid feelings, for some reason

hira hira to yuki ga mau goro ni wa
When the fluttering snow dances in the air
sonna kimi ga naze ka itoshikute
For some reason, you're so loveable
boku wa kimi ni kanshashiteru no sa
I'm grateful to you
umaku ienai kedo
But I can't say it very well

soshite boku no negai wa
And my wish is
kimi ga warau sono koto ga
For you to smile
nani yori mo tada ureshikute
That would make me more happy than anything

kimi ni okuru yo
I'm going to give
boku kara no kono kimochi
My feelings to you
ari no mama tsutaetai
I want to tell them to you as they are
shiroku hikaru kisetsu wo soete
They light up white with the season

kazarareta machi nami ni
Before I know it, the decorated streets
itsu shika kimochi odorasarete
Make me feel excited
tokubetsu ga nigate na boku demo
I'm no good at it
enshutsu wo kokoromi tarishite
But I'm trying to produce

nichijou ni owareteru
Where as I normally am just followed
boku mo kyou wa kimi no tame dake
And today, just for you
sasayakana nani ka wo okurou to
I've thought of some modest
omoi meguraseta
Present to give

hira hira to yuki ga mau goro ni wa
When the fluttering snow dances in the air
futari de aruku yoru namikimichi
We walk at night, along the tree lined streets
itsu no ma ni akaru irumineeshon
Before I know it the lights are on
hikari ni somaru machi
The streets are colored with lights

sonna futari no kisetsu
This is our season
kimi ga warau sore dake wo
boku wa tada mite itakute
You smiling, that's the only
Thing that I want to see

kyou dake ja naku
Not just for today
mainichi ga kimi dake ni
But for every day
tokubetsu de itsu made mo
These feelings of mine will
kono kimochi wa kisetsu wo koete
Pass through all of the seasons

"boku ga kimi wo mamoru" to ka
"I'm going to protect you"
kantan ni wa ienai kedo
I can't just simply say that
boku wa kimi to mukiau yori
But instead of standing opposite you
onaji mirai futari muite itai
I want to go toward the same future together

soshite boku no negai wa
And my wish is
kimi ga warau sono koto ga
For you to smile
nani yori mo tada ureshikute
That would make me more happy than anything

kimi ni okuru yo
I'm going to give
boku kara no kono kimochi
My feelings to you
ari no mama tsutaetai
I want to tell them to you as they are
shiroku hikaru kisetsu wo soete
They light up white with the season

Lalala...
Lalala...

Friday, March 24, 2006

i did something bad =X i invaded monty's blog again =p but she will forgive me and love me MORE for sure hohoho~

please kindly visit monty's blog for more details:

http://www.stupid-monster.blogspot.com/

koike koike~

Friday, March 24, 2006

I'm damn happy today!! i also dunno why.. just having good mood =D simple as that haha! changed alot of songs in my mp3 player.. and i added a folder full of arashi's songs ^^ havn't been listening to their song for quite some times since i bought my mp3 player.. & now i've found back the power of arashi! i mean their singing is not perfect. in fact some of the members' singing is a totally "no no" to me. but their lyrics are powerful! it really makes my day better (^-^)b

was listening to this song call "Hey Hey Lovin' You".. it's really a happy song. so cute. they included simple english in the lyrics. something like "hey hey loving you.." "lets get on lets get on.." haha. sounds stupid but fun. its really a v good motivation for FYP.

this song really reminds me of VaL lah. its like "Hey Hey Lovin' You" = Valerie Gan haha.. maybe it is because of the title and the lyrics. she's damn happy today lah.. her eyecandy talked to her hahaha.. she happy until ask me to call her so i called. but hor.. i only can hear "giggle giggle.. mumble mumble" at 1st.. so i asked her to calm down and she told me the whole story about her lunch break with her eyecandy <3 <3

haha guai nv er zhao dao xin fu le wor! yao jia you k!

tml will definately be a great day for me cuz its a FRIDAY OH YEAH~ ^^ last day of the week plus going off at 5.30pm plus meeting val on saturday plus meeting sun on sunday plu etc etc..

i'm in love with this super cute guy man! koike teppei?? i love his acting haha.. was bored and ran out of titles to type in the youtube search box so typed "dragonzakura".. i've given up on watching this drama long long time ago cuz its a damn boring show. but since got tat abe dunno wat ( tat tall tall guy.. acted as "kage" in tackey's drama abt cakes and pastries) n koike teppei, i decided to continue watching WaHaHa~

here's a picture of this cute guy koike teppei =X if monty sees this she sure fly high high haha.

Thursday, March 23, 2006

this week passes quite fast and tml will be a THURSDAY YEAH!!~ i really missed sun n val.. hope all of u r happy & genki genki~ :D

i'm gaining weight *sob sob* always stay in air-con room so cold~ will get hungry very very fast. i think i'm going to evolve into an oink oink very soon ^00^

FYP is not so bad after all if you know how to enjoy your day. having the chance of being alone is actually a nvery enjoyable moment :) but i admit that sometimes you will get bored after a long time. doing project in our own pace is good. can rest and relax when you are tired. lecturers actually didn't give us much pressure. ppl still can play pokemon some more haha.

i always tell myself that it will be an amazing day every morning when i woke up. it really brightens up my day ^^

to all of you out there :
ming tian hui geng hao!! jia you~

Wednesday, March 22, 2006

finally saturday comes, although im not quite l0oking forward to it cuz there's a performance nite ^^;

have been listening to WaT's songs recently especially during FYP. their lyrics makes me feel much more better ^^ although their singing is not that perfect.

she messaged me last night during rehersal. content of the sms says they might be going out on saturday and asked me along. WTF!! all say not free for my performance and still can go out!! some more choose at a day that i'm not free! heng i dun treat them so preciously, cuz they are not worth it. it really sucks! i seriously dun have any strong feeling for them at all. i really dun see the need to meet so often for dinner and do things together. there's not much moments that i feel that it's precious to me, except for some of them that i can show my true self with.

have been thinking quite alot during FYP. hope that i will find myself soon. i'm lost. and i realise wat you think its perfect might not be that perfect. i think all of us have to part and do things on our own or you will never grow. we can't always stay at the comfort zone. i took up the challenge cuz i still have to face it anyway.

Saturday, March 18, 2006

i'm seriously damn bored and sleepy now. have been listening to my mp3 player for 2 hours and 40 min by now. started playing my mp3 since i stepped out of my house and i guess i will be geting bored of my songs very soon. and it's only 9.44am now zzZZzzZZZ still cannot start on my project cuz the program is not yet installed. was doing some 3D animation research for the pass 1 hour. the tutorials made things sounds so easy -.- hope today will be a fine day.. i'm already thinking of how to eat snake liao (^-^)v maybe i should go down to the library in the afternoon haha!

Wednesday, March 15, 2006

monty super cute la.. ask me for id n password so that she can invade my blog =D anyway thanks for the invasion. at least it made my day better ^^

today's still not so bad. cuz got monty pei wo sms almost e whole day and i oso found something to do eg. sian dao create a background using those sample picture =p and also met up with val for dinner at CWP.

finally know what am i supposed to do for FYP le. i have to create a 3D animation. some sort of controlling e object thingy.. for eg. use the mouse or arrow keys to control where the butterfly flies. sounds damn cool man. but im seriously quite "bu4 an1" cuz i dun have any 3D knowledge at all. and all these are DMD stuff. ppl took 3 yrs to master it and i have to use 3 mths to complete it. m(_ _)m

i really "ren4 ming4" le. cant run away from fyp. anyway already tahan 2 days liao 3 mths sure no prob! sun also very cham. whole office only got 3 ppl including herself and still have to "da3 bao1" and work until 6++ zzz. jia you for myself and sun!

this is the stupid wallpaper that i've created:

and for those of you who dunno where the hell this stupid blue background came from, it's pre-installed in every pc de sample picture. and this is how the original looks like:

this shows how sian am i in the lab! haiz no life..

Tuesday, March 14, 2006

YO!! Invasion again!! poor ting ting in sch.. fyp.. =s so kelian.. mOnty is here 2 an wei u!! jia u & hav fun!!!!

Tuesday, March 14, 2006

first day of FYP. i seriously think FYP sucks!! really thanks to monty.. she accopanied me whole day and stayed in the library to study ^^ thanks monty!

i was damn lost when i stepped into the lecture hall at 9am.. but heng got chu may pei wo! got into ISG web design.. we den went to blk S de lab to have some briefing.. kenneth n eng huat also same group with me. after the briefing the incharge conducted an interview with all of us. i seriously dun wan programing so he gave me web design v(^o^)v kanna same supervisor as Kenneth.

we had a long break from noon to 2pm.. the talk ends before 3pm and me, chu may and kenn went to see our supervisor. kenn and i have to do 3D modeling ehh.. interesting but really CHEEM ARGHHHH~ hope everything goes well.

went back to the lab to slack until 6pm before we were released. did some research on 3D modelling. really very cheem! jia you ba.

this FYP will start from 13th june (today) to 2nd june = 12 weeks = 3 months!!!!! haiz it's really like hell man! after the 3 months of 8.30am to 6pm straight away attachment.. meaning 6 months without break! jiu ming ahhh~ :(

Monday, March 13, 2006

today's SUPER HUMID!! its damn hot lah.. and really makes me pms. had dance practise today.. and i thought would be at the air-conditioned room.. but we were practising at the roof top OMG!! heng it rained.

i really sweat until no more water to evaporate from my body liao. think can lost 1kg! hope tml will be alright and my stomach won't be so painful :(

if this goes on i think i will faint! and i have to sell 1 booklet of tickets which is equal to 20 tickets! omg how am i going to sell them *bengz* hope got ppl buy from me..

but think positively.. sweat so much can slim down ehh =p bare with it bah~ jia you (^o^)b

Saturday, March 11, 2006

cHaLeT pHoToGrApHs!!!

ehh what the hell is monty doing in my previous post -.-

by there way, here are the photographs that we took at Down Town East ^^

A picture with no meaning =p

chinatown ah pek acting cool -.-

group photo at BK..

another photo with not much meaning.. center of attraction is my pink cap!

finally we took a class photo after 2 years!! a photo wothout fatmond.
heng cheegay not inside WaHaHaHa~~~

The End ^^

Friday, March 10, 2006

yoyoyoyo MoNtY is here to corrupt AnTy's DrEaM WoRlD!!!!

here's the virus:

Wahahahaahaaa ^^ Bye~ SaYoNaRa~ AdIoS~ zAi JiAn~

MISSION

ACCOMPLISHED!

Thursday, March 09, 2006

i'm back.. was away for chalet from 5th to 7th march with ky, yw, val, jasmine, sun, bl, fathuat and fatmond. was quite fun.. but i'm feeling a bit "bu an" cuz everyone ll part soon.. and i have to go to school alone :( and i'm the only girl who is doing FYP first :( :( :(

went to val's place just now ^^ we played DDR! haha it was damn fun la. and we gossiped alot! :p actually i was thinking of some problems during the way back. i don't like the way that i don't have the courage to tell them how i felt. and i'm feeling damn bad now.

Thursday, March 09, 2006